K-Off Anniversary..? :'(

Okay, that was really bad..

We waited for this day to come.. (April 25, 2011)
We planned what to do, where to celebrate, what to eat, what to wear, what we need, etc..

First of all, these things which we planned didn't come true..
It didn't progress..

Why..?
Well, I don't know too..

But all I see is, we're having a big problem between our relationship..
We're being cold to each other starting from 2 months ago..

What a terrible day..
Well, I'm sorry (to God) for calling this day terrible..
But I can't even say (un)'Happy Anniversary K-on!'
I thought we would stay together since we've gone through different situations but still, from the 5 of them, she stayed standing still..
She left me once, but then came back again and promised me not to do it again, so I gave her another try..
This time, she showed me that I didn't wasted my time for her..
What now..? :'(

Oh, look at the sunset..
This day should really be great.. But.. :'(
The sun is colored red this afternoon..
Looks like it's celebrating with us.. (praise GOD)
FYI, 'red' is our color.. So 'Red' means alot to us..

What should I do..? ='(

I don't wanna lose anybody any more!
I want to tell her that 'I love her very much!'
But i don't even know how to approach her..
I don't know whether she feels good or bad about what's happening to us..
Oh, I miss her.. :(
I really miss her so..

I also want to tell her this:

Dislove,
islove,
thelove,
bestlove,
waylove,
tolove,
saylove,
datlove,
ilove,
rilylove,
mislove,
ulove,
solove,
muchlove,

Now, read it without the word 'love'..


. How can I tell her this..?

-=SilenT_Tears07=-